[ The response comes scrawled in the middle of his response. It wouldn't be difficult to imagine the way her face probably twists at that.
She doesn't have to be able to see him or hear him to understand that what she's proposing is wildly impossible. Alucard hadn't said just for the sake of being discouraging. In the past something like this would have never occurred to her to attempt. Actually, it never would have gotten this far. Ideas and whimsy sparked in her mind whenever they felt like it before she quickly smothered them. And if they were difficult in nature? Well, she didn't like difficult things so she never thought about them to begin with.
But this feels different. The scrawled designs in her sketchbook are evidence of that. The fact that she's voicing it at all to someone like Jaskier who she isn't particularly close with is also surprising in and of itself. ]
[ The thought is out of her brain before she can stop it. Realizing that she had admitted more than she would have liked the next string of words are fast on their heels. ]
no subject
[ The response comes scrawled in the middle of his response. It wouldn't be difficult to imagine the way her face probably twists at that.
She doesn't have to be able to see him or hear him to understand that what she's proposing is wildly impossible. Alucard hadn't said just for the sake of being discouraging. In the past something like this would have never occurred to her to attempt. Actually, it never would have gotten this far. Ideas and whimsy sparked in her mind whenever they felt like it before she quickly smothered them. And if they were difficult in nature? Well, she didn't like difficult things so she never thought about them to begin with.
But this feels different. The scrawled designs in her sketchbook are evidence of that. The fact that she's voicing it at all to someone like Jaskier who she isn't particularly close with is also surprising in and of itself. ]
𝘖𝘩! 𝘖𝘩, 𝘯𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳, 𝘐'𝘥...𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵.
[ The thought is out of her brain before she can stop it. Realizing that she had admitted more than she would have liked the next string of words are fast on their heels. ]
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦! 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘳.