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Jaskier "old-timey fuckboy" Alfred Pankratz ([personal profile] cointosser) wrote2021-04-12 08:58 pm
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[personal profile] gynvael 2022-05-02 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can practically hear the pleased chuckle in Jaskier's voice. Geralt tugs off the silk so that Jaskier can see the exasperation written on his face.

Even so, his words are light, low in his chest. ]
Aren't you?

[ He is, too. A contented breath escapes him. He likes having Jaskier in the real world, but there's something to be said about the convenience of the Horizon. He rolls over onto his back. ]

I prefer this bed over the one we've actually got.

[ Much softer. Significantly larger. He's fucked Jaskier in the other bed, but it takes some maneuvering and he's kicked a jug or a pile of books off the table before. ]
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[personal profile] gynvael 2022-05-04 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Geralt neither confirms nor denies his so-called warm expression. Besides, it was a good fuck. Only feels right to be warm. He can still taste him, smell him, and he lets himself sink into it. ]

Mm. [ Geralt has given little thought to beds. He's rarely home, sleeps just fine on the floor or next to Jaskier as needed. It isn't that they can't afford one. Maybe it's—he has never gotten himself a bed. In his entire life. He has his room in Kaer Morhen, shitty and full of holes with old furs piled atop a rickety wood frame. That's all he's ever had. Now they're here. Settling. And he did find them a larger place, but that's the thing. For them, is what he tells himself. Jaskier, Ciri, Rinwell. Were he on his own, he'd still be holed up in a cheap dusty inn.

He supposes to most, it's just a fucking bed. It doesn't matter. But to him, it does. He can't explain it. Almost as if the more comforts he has, the more uncomfortable he instinctively feels.

Jaskier says we, though, and he finds he can accept that. If Jaskier wants to bring in a larger bed. He can benefit on the side. ]
We have got room now. And yours wobbles.
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[personal profile] gynvael 2022-05-08 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, his fault. Mm-hm. Geralt idly swats Jaskier's hand away.

There's no need to mention it. He looked at the wobbly bed legs to see if he could repair them and found them all chewed to shit. Decided it wasn't worth fixing while the damn beast was apparently being housebroken still. (Mog also gnawed on his gloves the first couple weeks. Geralt had sighed, then quietly purchased a new pair and now makes sure to keep his bag closed at all times.)

He hums, acknowledging that. The Horizon was never the retreat for him as it is for some, but he understands what Jaskier means. Their home, it's—worn and scuffed and Geralt's repaired more broken hinges and crooked shelves than he can count, but it's theirs. It's more than a single inn room with four of them piled into two beds and a kitchen that's almost too tight for even Rinwell. The rent's twice as much here, but he can see how much better Ciri and Rinwell like it. He knows he'd pay any price for that. Besides, what else is his coin for? Contracts are easier to come by here. He's no shortage of work, especially when he's one of the rare few who can travel as quickly and as far as he does. Jaskier grows half their ingredients; Geralt hunts the other half easily, and Sam appears now and again with a cooked pot of something or other.

It isn't perfect. He wishes...things had not gone the way they had, between him and Yennefer. He wishes that come next winter, he will be able to go to Kaer Morhen as always and he can't. He can never return again. There's a cost to all things, isn't there? But the choice to pay it was his.

He's got this. Here. It's enough. ]


Ciri came by not long ago. To mine. Tree's back together now. [ Jaskier has not seen his domain, fallen apart. He doesn't need to. He was there when it happened in the real world. It's the first time Geralt's really spoken of it, though. ]
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[personal profile] gynvael 2022-05-12 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
She wanted to do something. [ Just the tree. Hanging the medallions. Most of the rest, Geralt took care of on his own. Nadine and Sam had stumbled by incidentally, lent him a hand briefly, but otherwise he pieced it together himself. Bit by bit.

Julie had apologized, too. For not coming to help. He feels now as he did then: that it isn't anyone's responsibility except his own. Something inside him broke it. At the end of the day, he's been repairing Kaer Morhen since he was a boy. Fixing crumbling walls and rotting floors. Rebuilding benches and tables worn by time, by the wet and cold that filters in through the holes in the keep. ]


You helped elsewhere. And it's done now.

[ He tucks an arm under his head. He knows why Jaskier does not come. It is the same reason he goes to his domain less and less. Before it fell, he could put aside what laid behind that door, beneath the stairs. Now it's—he's spent all that time fixing every inch of the fortress, and yet there's one place he can't touch. If anything, it seems to grow. Last time he ventured to open the door, it was no longer just a blood-stained lab. It was dark, cold stone, smelled thick of rot and blood and vomit, and he had shut it immediately.

He doesn't bring it up. He has carved his space in the Horizon. It's a shard of home and there's comfort within it in many places. But as with the only home he ever knew, it is splintered deep in its foundations, too. He isn't certain it can be any different. ]